one more day, we'll get closer.

 

...and one more day to see you after 1 month

it might not be long..

but its quite long for us.

i miss being with you, every hour, every minute, and every second.

and i wanna get married! :D 

as you said, to give up me right now, it'd be such a waste.

and well, everything that we had, have and will have 

tell me that i've to treasure you..

i hope it lasts as long

counting days!

counting days to fit your hand into mine :) 

you're being missed. 

if nothing lasts forever..

if nothing lasts forever..

i would want you to know that..

i always said that i want us to be forever, that is because 

right now, that's all i feel. 

and definitely only forever do the best answer how i felt.

简单。

过去的，别再计较，往前看，你会更幸福。

starry night

and tonight, i brought myself to this place in penang, 

i stared at the skies, with ciggy between the fingers, 

i smell the sea.

night breeze welcoming, its windy.

lying down on the wooden jetty, its old..

but all i want is..

having you by my side, talk about lamest joke ever..

or doing nothing but having you in my arms.

that's all i want.

i know we will do it , one day.

:)

thousand miles away, hoping you have a good sleep.

goodnight dearie, a kiss on your forehead.

and of course, whispering beside your ear,

i love you, smelly .

kisses

i miss kisses that you gave.

waiting for this.. :)

i'll hold you again, soon. 

nobody knows it but me..

The nights are lonely, the days are so sad 
and I just keep thinkin' 'bout the love that we had 
and I'm missin' you 
and nobody knows it but me ..

I miss you real much .

thank you

I've lost myself since long ago.
Since young; family members, people around , even teachers in school tend to compare me and my sister.
Of course there are differences, countless, cause human are born to be different, i believed.
To be compared to my sister, i'm definitely never be as good as her, i've lost almost all my self-esteem.
What's the definition of self-esteem; i always believe that self-esteem is the element that makes someone better.
Once you lost it, all you tend to do is lose it all.
And of course im an egoistic person, but this shit that happened since my childhood crashed me deep inside.
From academic to daily basis, i'm always thought and people always tell me that i SHOULD HAVE learn from my sister.
The most ironic part would be.. she's younger than me, 2 years.
Not forgotten to mention, she's a perfectionist, which makes me even feel more timid than what I am.


And until i really met someone, my current gf, which taught me a lot.
Give me all the attentions that i ever need, teach me about everything.
And of course, she's not the only girl i ever had.
But she's special, she makes me feel special in her way.
I never thought that i'll be so important to someone, NEVER.


never thought that myself is good enough and definitely never reach perfect.
I've flaws, a lot. I'm hard to understand and i dont even understand myself.
But, this girl, she accepts all my flaws, shits that i've done..
She's always more than thank you..


For all my life, i pray for someone like you :)
and thats the reason why am i fascinated by you.
You and only you.
Tourette's syndrome, you never fail to make my girl special.
I love you for who you are and i'm willing to take you forever.

we are one

and so you know, i'm not perfect, i might have times that i'm cold, thoughtless 

and of course i might be someone that hard to understand, 

but deep down you know i'm true to you. 

definitely i wanna keep you always, love.

you're the keeper.

just want you to know that im willing to do this for life.

no matter how bad you feel each and everytime, i'll be there to make you feel a lil better.

I love you.

Always wanted to get something which mean a lot to us..

and we might not last forever, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

heartbeat

I miss you, everything and especially when the moment your heartbeat come close to mine.
<3